if stress can kill then i'm probably not going to last longer, and yes, i am going to indulge in the blame game. It is ALL my older brother's fault (plus, you know, a-levels, teenagerhood, life in general etc.). One upside, my braces are off in two weeks. WOO!! CHEWING GUM!!! (i'd be saying cola and sweets too, but having those didn't involve two hours of picking gum off the wires, so i kinda ignored the rule).

Hopefully the brother thing'll be over at around the same time because with luck and a fair wind (that's right, nautical reference) he'll be back the otherside of the country. I wish i could say that this is one of those relationships where we claim to hate each other but really don't, but he's screwed up far too much of my life for that. the best i can say is that i don't hate him enough to actually cause harm (well, not much harm)

Hey, i may have a webcom soon, depends on how lazy i'm feeling. i'd talk more about it but i dont want any plot leaks (although thats a little redundant since the only person who reads this is cirr and he knows about it already)

anyhoo, i guess it's just 42, it'll implode eventually, as long as big bang theory is right.